Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Hate...

hurm.she still ignore me..nie sume gara2 semlm punya hal..cite dia mcm nie..got msg from puan aniza ard 7am yesterday..invite all bac students to cme to her hse for lunch..she wanted me to tell & confirm with everybody..out of credit,used house phone to call them..well, only 7 people can go included me..x ckp ngan mama lagi cos dia kuar g pasar.so,mase dia blek i'm still on the phone..then, i went upstairs n get bath n dressed up..went to the kitchen n she asked me whr i'm heading to..i told her the truth dat i'm going to my lecturer house..then,allof the sudden she nagged..called her self a maid in the house..in how she has to rushed up to cook for the grands, look after aisyah n so on..
then, she nagged n compard me with wahida..how clever she was n everything..okay,it was my fault not telling her at the first place..tp, x payah laa nak nagged sampai macm tu skali..yg paling x best, dia ungkit pasal two years accidents..benda tue nak jdi okay..??n dah jd dah pon..x payah laa ungkit2..malas tol mcm nie..then now she ignored me..mcm aku ade wat kesalahn besr yg sampai dia x boleh nak maafkan..aiyoo...sucks tol life mcm nie..
next week,semester break start..if she still not talking to me in this week..dunno how next week would bee..dah laa cuti 2 weeks..hurmm...but, i wont be like akif..wat rumah mcm hotel...i'm just going to sit around n do nothing..tgk la macam mna...
babah plak as usual laa...provocative..suke sgt api2kan mama tue smpai dia mrh...api baru nak padam dia besarkan lagii..lantak laa..kenapa laa things like always happen in this family??dulu babah wat hal..dia ignored..then akif..then nad..now aku..dia tue mmg suke ke ignore su,me orgg dlm umah nie??cuba bg jawapan sket kat aku nie..aku mcm dah x kenal mama tue lagii..
okayla..got to sign off..nanti dorg balik plakk....adios...

Sunday, October 28, 2007

first attempt

my first attempt masak mee today..agak sedap jugaklaa..tp, pedas sket..nad helped alot..bab goreng2 nie dia pandai sket..aku nie x suke sgt goreng2 nie.. x thrill..wah,mcm hebat jee aku nie..well,just woke up from my sleep..sakit kepala aku nie..byk sgt tido..lagipun,x da activity sgt kat umah except study..
huh???studyyy???adoi,tu lagi satu yg buat aku pening..banyakk sgt nakk baccaaa....benciii nyaaa bila tipss mcm bukan tipss jee....ishhh2...x sukeeeeee....
xpe laaa,apepun kene studygak..
hurm...as usual..tgh download lagu skrg..all my fav songs..okaylaa..maybe later after exam got more to say kot..nytee

Saturday, October 27, 2007

Bad News!!

got a phone call from my friend..just lost one of his best friend..this year jee dah 2org kawan baik dia meninggal..at the same spot..hmm..so sad dgr berita 2..feel so sorry for him..
nad dah bosan tgk blog aku nie..sbbnya asyik letak lyrics jee..well,bukan byk pon..bru dua..itupun lyrics lagu yg aku suke..xpelah,maybe after this aku akan letak benda yg bermakne sket..so,xda laa dia bosan tgk blog aku nie lgi..actually,aku tgh pk nak bg x url aku nie kat org..nad ckp x payah sbbnya susah..takut2 kalau kita nak talk bad about certain people takut dia baca plak kang susah plak..hmm..so,its better not to give..lets all the secret nad sorg jee tahu..tp,kekdg dia tuh x leh simpan rahsia gak laa..(sowy nad)..biarlaa..kalau bandingkan rahsia dia ngan rahsia aku..rahsia dia lg byk kt aku..so,dia x leh wat pe la..wahh..mcm ugut laa plakk...x baik x baik...
hurmm...lama btol nak tidokan aisyah nie...kene tgk video clips byk kali br nak tido..
dah laa.x mood nak tulis blog..ngantok...later..

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Hate That I Love u So

Rihanna Hate That I Love You Lyrics

That’s how much I love you
That’s how much I need you
And I can’t stand ya
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like it for awhile
No.. but you won’t let me
You upset me girl, then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Can’t remember what you did
But I hate it
You know exactly what to do
So that I can’t stay mad at you
For too long, that’s wrong
But, I hate it
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don’t wanna fuss and fight no more
So I despise that I adore you
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can’t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so..
And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
Sad and it’s not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I
Love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain’t right
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can’t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so
One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me
And your kiss won’t make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you’ll probably always have a spell on me
That’s how much I love you
That's how much I need you
That’s how much I love you
That’s how much I need you
And I hate that I love you so--
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can’t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate that I love you so.. so..

hurm..

lama btol x update blg..busy laa..exam dah start..bapak susah paper..tp, alhamdulillah dpt atasinya dgn tenang..konon..
well,2 paper dah berlalu..now, another 4 paper to be sit..next week plak tuh..banyak mase nak study nie..better start 2moro time bosan2 tue..x nak jdi mcm semlm..last minute br nak study..tp,nasib baik boleh jwb..habis je exam td terus balik..ingat nak tunggu idany..tp, x jadi sbb takut hujan turun lebat plak..sampai je umah terus grabbed laptop n main game..but,b4 that call mat n sabrina dulu..borak jap ngan dorg baru main..then i received call from syira..lama btol x dgr cite kazen aku sorg nie...dia ajak hang out after exam nie..tp, mcm biasa laa kan aku nie..mana boleh nak promise ngan org..dah plak skrg dah ade anak buah aku yg agak nakal skrg..lgpon,mmg dr dulu aku nie mmg susah sket nak kuar ngan kengkawan.sampai dorg nak borink..hahaha..biarla,janji aku bahagia..
ohh yea,,received a call also from azua..dia cite ade org dtg merisik dia..then,she asked me whether she should accept or not and sooo on la..i told her then she should get to knoe the guy..and ade laa sort of things also that i told herr..x payah laa bagitahu kat sini..
well,xde benda lagi kot nak tulis..nanti laa...aku update lagi..dah ngantok arr..
nyte...daa

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Over You-Chris Daughtry

Now that it’s all said and done I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of meeee
(Chorus)
Well I never saw it coming I should have started running
A long, time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through I got over you!!!
(End Chorus)
You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say,
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other’s opened up So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for meee
(Chorus)
Well I never saw it coming I should have started running
A long, time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure I guess it’s really over I’m finally getting’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through I got over you!!!
(End Chorus)
I never saw it coming I should have started running
A long, long time agooo
And I never thought I’d doubt you I’m better off without you
And I never saw it coming I should have started running I’m finally getting better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!
The day I thought I’d never get through I got over you…

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Selamat Hari Raya!!!

Selamat hari raya...

well...finally syawal has arrived.will be waiting for ramadhan next year..insya Allah...tot nak tido td sbb tomorrow nak bgn awal kan??tp,ketagih laa plak kalu x online jap..lebih2 lgi dah ade blog sendiri nie..lagi laa...well,just no br je tgk tv pasl dr sheikh muzaffar yg br boarding kat ISS..macm bangga la plak org mesia ade kt angkasa tuh..but,we should be proud pon..
my mood today x berapa baik..geram jee ngan mama and the rest..dorng tuh macm cr kesalahan aku je memjg..ntah laa..mungkin i'm just being emotional..biarlaa..x mo cite pasal tuh..just now, ade org dtg takbir..so as usual laa..hidangkan sandwich and kuih bawng n air teh..cukop..this yar pon x byk kuih raya..bayk titbits jee..maybe mama mls kot nak order sbbnya every year x penah nak habis kuih raya tuh..mcm membazir laa plak...
last nite, i found new place to download songs for free..ade laa a fw songs yg aku suka..so after this tak payah laa susah2 nak cr..hehehe..
noe something??aku x sahur pon mlm td..terlanjak tido..nasib baik mse siangnya x penat sgt.so tomorrow would be such a busy day..as usual b4 going to rumah nenek..salm2 ngan parents n siblings..then g umah nenek and stuck there till evening..belah mlm g babah's side..every year mcm tuh..nothing so special..but cant wait to taste the food.especially the pajeri nenas n rendang..my favourites..
hmm..okaylaa..guess thats all for now...takut bgn lambat plak sok..nytee n again..
Selamat Hari Rayaa.... :)

Friday, October 12, 2007

penatnyee

penattnya..
actually bukan penat puase..cuma kurang vitamin dlm bdnku yg sensitif nie..
today, i finally got my kasut raya..simple but nice..i prefer black but no size laa..then i have to take chocolate..but still look nice..tudung dah ade..baju dah ade..kasut pon dah ade..so complete lorr...
baru pas kemas bilik laa..not really kemas cos my table still got alot of book on it..kena susun sok..wat i mean kemas is dat..i dah tukar langsir, cadar katil n susun baju dlm almari..bapak rajin malm nie..and because i dah wat sume tuh i aked my elder n youngest sister to cook rice for sahur..talking about sahur, tonite is the last nyte bangun sahur..wahhh...cannot believe it...pose has come to the end..so sedih maa..and i have 8 days to replace the pose...banyakk nyee...
eheh..just now i buka pose kat novotel..restaurant chinese muslim...bapk sedp makanan dia..yg paling sedap ialah sup yg i pon x tahu nama dia..sedih kan..sup tuh rasa dia mcm sweet&sour..cuma sour dia terlebih sket..hahaha..and dlm sup tuh suppose to have alot vege but then i only can mushrooms and bit sayur only..but ape2 pon mmg sedap..second thing yg sedap ialah sayur goreng dia..cant describe the sayur laa..mama said we used to buy the sayur from pasar kajang..the third one is the udang..i love udang..kopek pakai tgn lagii..last thing is the drinks..there were 4 drinks served..soya bean and cincau(favourite), ice lemon tea, mango juice n chinese tea..hmmm..yummy yummy..ade rezki..nak g sana lagii :)
ape lgi ekk???owh yaa..td bayr yuran gakk..dah amek pon exem slip..kena simpan btol2 nie..takut ilang..
hurmm..okay laa..guess thats for now..tomorrow babah nak opn house for takbir..and i have alot of things to do..
ituu cite nanti ek..??
nytee...

Thursday, October 11, 2007

My first Blog!!

my first blogg..
what shall i write here??
well,lets talk about recent events that happen to me lately..
hari x pose sbb demam..sayang btull..supposed ikut babah n mama g jb amek seha, but demam plak..dah laa last nyte cirit birit..sensitif btol stomach aku nie..exam nak dekat..aku x study ape lagii nie..takutnyaa..
hurmm..raya pun nak dekat..tp,this year wont be like any other year..have to studyy..macam mana nie?takutnyaa nak examm...xde org ke nak bg semangat soh study..aku xde mood nak studyy niee..
malam2 macm nie..lapar laa plak..takpe,jap g nak sahur..stay up sampai sahur laa..sahur nanti boleh laa mkn puas2..dah siang tadi x mkn pape pun..minum milo jee..pastuh mkn ubat..then tidoo..after that bgnn..tgk tv...then tido blekk..aiyoo...life is soo bored..
best plak lagu yg aku tgh dgr niee..nak cari lagu lg..tp,x tahu mcm mana..nak tunggu idany kena beli cd dulu..dia kata nak burn kan cd tok aku..alamtnya,lambat lgi laa..
okay laa..i guess thats all for now kot..
tomorrow tulis lagii..
i'm signing off...nytee :)