Wednesday, February 27, 2008

cOnFuSeD!!

why do i have to feel this way???am i doing the right thing??its getting complicated rite now..i have decided to stay n follow the flow, but still it doesnt seems right..why????
sadness surrounds me tonyte..i dont know who to turn to.. i turned to my best friends already, n i dissapointed them(sorry gurls)..
i just wished that any of memories for the last few weeks never happened..but it did..N now i'm soo confused about my feelings, things that i want, my life..i dont know..its so complicated..

Sunday, February 24, 2008

FICC

nothing much to say here..br balek from the Financial Investment Challenge Camp or FICC at UKM..penat sgt nie..supposed tido kat sana but decided to balek college n sambung tdo kat bilek sabrina..the camp was so bored n tiring..yelaa, mana x nyaa...duduk jee dlm dewan..n the presenters plak pon boring..ade yg mumble sorg2 laa, ade yg nak guna mic sendiri laa..ish,mcm2 laa..but, there was a presenter that i loved most..she was sooo funny...she was talking about grooming...from head to toe..also explained about gestures, personality n so on laa..xpe, later i will write about my personality in dis blog..thats all kot for now..tired laa : (

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Moral of today

what a day..my first experienced interview..its sucks dowh..didnt expect that the interviewer easked so many questions on the subjects..at first, it goes smoothly then he began to asked me questions like define this n that n whats the different between this n that..wow, its freaking me out because i didnt review those things you know..but overall, i should say thank you Allah because giving me the chance for the interview...at least i know already what to expect when it comes to interview session..but,what i like about the interviewer is dat...he is cool,very informal n gives hints when certain questions are too difficult too anwers..he even did recap about the interview n gives me a few tips and advise....he said he call me tomorrow to inform the result..i guess i knw the result already..but its still good experience though...the moral that i learned today is that always prepare yourself(meaning to say that, review all the relevant subjects n study it well,even the small things)because you will never know what will come out in the interview..

Sunday, February 3, 2008

DeDiCatEd tO...

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor?
Couldn’t take this anymore
What would you do, do, do?
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do? (do, do)
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I’m not running from you
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You’re killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you
Look in my eyes
You’re killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come break me down
Break me down
Break me down
What if I wanted to break?
I dedicate this song to my beloved family...loved this song :)
p/s:do not feel offended darls..