Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Big things =)

Its been a while x update my blog..last tyme was in april ryte?well, nothing big things happen lately to me except:-

  • Akif's wedding..

At last, the moment of truth in his life..he's married to the woman in his dream, Siti Hajar on 26 October 2008..the wedding was held at Kajang hall..can say, many people attended the wedding..n also the biggest opening house which we ever done..mama's idea..so i invited some of friends to attend the wedding.. but, no one shown up except Travis n din..n i have a lot of fun there..About the bride,I dun really like her but now i have to..because she's one of the family now. n in the family we dun hateeach other..the basic principle in the family..but yeah..i bully her as much as i can..cos my bro used to bullied me an yeah..the revenge go to the wife..hahahaha...sounds so cruel..xde laa..saje je ckp mcm tue..she is a nice gurl..x reti nak mingle cos dia agak pendiam orangnya..so, the new bride n groom live at my house..has been for 2 weeks + now..n u know wat??i have to share bathroom with them..so every morning, have t let them to d their things 1st..so by 6.45am br laa i boleh mandi..okay okay, enuf taalking about them..

  • Babah n Mama's birthday

Recently,my beloved parents hv turned to 51 n 50 years of age respectively..n they have been married for 28years..still going strong..i didnt get them anything..yet..but nad did...only for mama..she got mama body shop, shower set..from head t toe..cost her alot..pity her..she said that the present represent the siblings..hmm..got to pay her back i guess..babah got mama a ring..beauty gold ring..cost him alot too..he brought me to choose the ring..we've got a few selections but then, we chose the ring which has chinese design on it..how to explain in a good way..?well, i guess, i'll pick a picture of those n paste it here..As for babah birthday, we didnt get him anything..we just g for a lovely dinner at Lemongrass which located at Metropoint..the food is nice but still cannot compete my favourite restaurant, Cozy restaurant..hehehe..But akif paid the bill..his first treat to the family b4 getting married.. (Alamak,story kelam kabut sket. too many too write..sorry)

  • Muhammad and I

We have gone strong for 8 months now..n my life is getting much better..wanna know why..??cos i have him t support me wenever i'm down..he even give me strenghth t move on..he's like the 2nd family in my life..someone that i can rely on..he has met my family rec ently on my convocation n looks like my family likes him..he even had lunch with us.. actually, he doesnt want t go but i force him to come along..n now every single day he will send regards t them..i'm so happy..

  • My new job

My last blog was talking about my practical training..how the people is n these n that..bla bla bal..well, i did finished my training there on 30/9/2008 b4 raya..they did offered to me to continue there on contract basis with RM1000 basic salary..but i'd turn them down becos of the mileage..cant stand the mileage actually.. have t take 2 trains per day..the expenses is too high..hmm..well, i got a new job nearby..as asisstant accountant..basic salary RM1100..n much better,i can drive here..so i dun have t worry about getting trains early..but pity nad..she has t g through all dat alone again..kalau x ade i as train partner..hehehe..the workplace is good..love the interior of the office..comfy like home...n i have my own cmputer with speaker n i could do anythhing with it..feels much welcome here..of course, politics here is a bit strong but i dun mind..plus, its Uncle Kamal's office..hehehe..

Well,nothing much to say here..n above are the big things that happened to me lately..for the upcoming events will also be written here..take care bloggers..Muaxxx!!

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Tired laaa....

wow..a tiring day for me..i have started my practical for da last two days..so far, i could adapt with the environment, collegues n the work itself..still havent touch the difficult part yet..hmm, what should i say about this company??well, its a located at bangsar.. not far from lrt bangsar..go to work by train nowdays<==this one also i have to adapt..no cars for me anymore..the collegues are very friendly n helpful..actually, there are only 8 of us in this company..so we have to help each other in order to keep the work done..so far, i have been partnered with kak adawiyah to do the bank reconciliation..i tell you, this work look very easy by actually its tough once you make mistakes..you know why??because when you have mistakes, you have to start all over the processes..wanna know more?call me then..hehe..wont tell you here..

what else huh??hmm...right now, i'm at nad's office waiting her to finished her work..and i'm sooooo hungryyyyy...try to open friendster website..but cannot because being blocked by office admin..this evening, i managed to talk to travis..we had a nice chat..plus laughing n so on..miss him though..dunno wen to meet him..well, i guess thats all for now kot..got to perform maghrib prayer..chowww....

Wednesday, February 27, 2008


why do i have to feel this way???am i doing the right thing??its getting complicated rite now..i have decided to stay n follow the flow, but still it doesnt seems right..why????
sadness surrounds me tonyte..i dont know who to turn to.. i turned to my best friends already, n i dissapointed them(sorry gurls)..
i just wished that any of memories for the last few weeks never happened..but it did..N now i'm soo confused about my feelings, things that i want, my life..i dont know..its so complicated..

Sunday, February 24, 2008


nothing much to say here..br balek from the Financial Investment Challenge Camp or FICC at UKM..penat sgt nie..supposed tido kat sana but decided to balek college n sambung tdo kat bilek sabrina..the camp was so bored n tiring..yelaa, mana x nyaa...duduk jee dlm dewan..n the presenters plak pon boring..ade yg mumble sorg2 laa, ade yg nak guna mic sendiri laa..ish,mcm2 laa..but, there was a presenter that i loved most..she was sooo funny...she was talking about grooming...from head to toe..also explained about gestures, personality n so on laa..xpe, later i will write about my personality in dis blog..thats all kot for now..tired laa : (

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Moral of today

what a day..my first experienced interview..its sucks dowh..didnt expect that the interviewer easked so many questions on the subjects..at first, it goes smoothly then he began to asked me questions like define this n that n whats the different between this n that..wow, its freaking me out because i didnt review those things you know..but overall, i should say thank you Allah because giving me the chance for the interview...at least i know already what to expect when it comes to interview session..but,what i like about the interviewer is dat...he is cool,very informal n gives hints when certain questions are too difficult too anwers..he even did recap about the interview n gives me a few tips and advise....he said he call me tomorrow to inform the result..i guess i knw the result already..but its still good experience though...the moral that i learned today is that always prepare yourself(meaning to say that, review all the relevant subjects n study it well,even the small things)because you will never know what will come out in the interview..

Sunday, February 3, 2008

DeDiCatEd tO...

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor?
Couldn’t take this anymore
What would you do, do, do?
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do? (do, do)
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I’m not running from you
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You’re killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you
Look in my eyes
You’re killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come break me down
Break me down
Break me down
What if I wanted to break?
I dedicate this song to my beloved family...loved this song :)
p/s:do not feel offended darls..

Saturday, January 26, 2008

This picture was taken by a gentleman waiter at Kenny Rogers..Time nie bulan puasa br2 nie..Mmg ade plan pon nak buka puasa kat sini..sbbnya mknan kat situ x byk choice except ayam tp dia bg byk n kenyang plak tue..so x yah laa susah2 nak wat pilihan..tp, yg x tahn dia mahal sket..maybe bila dah keje nanti br rasa murah kot..huahuahua...

Saturday, January 19, 2008

Our Deepest Fear...

I hAvE sUmThiNg To ShArE wItH u..

a PoEm ThAt SoUnds Like ThIs:

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate,
our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?

You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other
people won't feel insecure around you.

We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.

As we are liberated from our own fear,

our presence automatically liberates others."

ThIS pOeM wAs WrItTeN bY:Marrianne Williamson

Friday, January 18, 2008


lama tol x update blog..
recently, i baca one book yg betul2 reflects my attitudes..mmg best..kelakar, sedih, gumbira..sume lengkap laa..rasa nak baca lg jee buku tue.that book i borrowed from my cousin..actually, i pernah nampak buku tue kat MpH..tp xde duit nak beli laa...so, recently bila my cousin kawen, i saw dat book n terus ckap kat dia yg i nak pinjam..sampai now buku tue ade lgi kat i..my sis ngah bc..
hari nie mse kelas puan zuhrah, i sat beside mohd cos i xde kawan nak dok sesama..dia okay jee..then, puan zuhrah bg kitaorg assignment lgi..ingat leh tukar grup..rupanya kene sticked ngan grup lama..so tak leh laaa i grup ngan dia..nak wat macam mana kan..biarla..banyak gak assignmnt yg dia bg..kena anta 3 weeks from now..so,leh laa wat sket2..
actually, i br blek dr usj..jd driver my big beloved sister n her fwens ke sana..their friend kawen..the ceremony was simple but still elegant..suke tgk hantaran dia sbb cantik..the bride n groom pun nampak sepadan..agak sekejap jugak laa tok kadi tue nikahkan diorg..ard half hour kot..then, tok kadi keluar join his grup..borak2...mcm xde pape jee..kelakar laa plak..
and you guys know something, i drive from kajang to usj..but of cos laa ade co-pilots..the co-pilots are my sister's friends..sbb diorg expert..even blik pun diorg tunjukkan jalan..sampai sesat2 kitaorg..but, my fault gak laa sbb x dgr btol2..hehe...
hmmm....i guess from now jee kot cerita hari nie..i nak siapkan resume..insya Allah by next week leh anta kat companies..i dah ngantuk..nyte..roger n out :D

Thursday, January 3, 2008

Blame on me

strange..aku mcm happy semcm je hari nie.maybe sbb dapat jumpa sabrina n idany kot..mcm rindu plak kat dorg..td after habis kelas we went to cafe..g mkn ptg..actually temankan sabrina mkn sbb dia x lunch lagi..alang2 tgk dia mkn baik aku mkn sekali..sbb dany pun mkn..diorg ade kelas french mlm nie..hmm..i had fried kuey teow(my fav)..sabrina pon same..idany mkn bihun ladna..not bad gak laa..tgh2 mkn then en hanif dtg kat kitaorg..talking about something(mls nak cite dlm nie,pjg sgt citenya.lagpun PnC hehe)after that, en hanif ade appointment ngan student so we all pun blah laa dr cafe..heading to respective cars except for sabrina laa...went back to hostel then we all lepak sambil tgk gambo adek sabrina yg comel..suka plak aku tgk adek dia sbb comel walaupun gedik sket..ahaks..
tepat 5.15pm,i went back..on my way back..something i would say terrible happen..mcm mana nak cite ek..well mcm nie..usually bila aku nak balik umah, aku kena wat U-Turn then msk short tunnel then br kuar highway..so i did exactly like wat i mention just now..but before that i saw 4 motorcyclists ngah jln..one of them laju sgt whereas the others biasa jee..when dat maniac motorcyclist tue dah lalu, i made my U-Turn..then, after that coming out of nowhere there was an old motorcyclist marah i..he was so angry mcm aku ade curi harta benda dia..nak tahu ape aku wat..aku buat x tahu je..teruk kan??but time tue aku x tahu ape salah aku..so aku xde laa nak berhenti n minta maaf..cuma bila ckp ngan mat n my sis..i may did some mistakes..maybe i took so many lap until surprised him..and i owe him an apology..mcm menyesal plak x minta maaf ngan dia...hmm..but i hope he forget about it..really hope so..n hoping tak jumpa dia lg..rasa segan plak..hehe..
i learned my lesson today..i should be more careful on the road because we will never know what will happen after dat..after all, this is a new beginning n a new start for me to be a better person rite??one of my resolution for this year..got to go now...nyte (*_*)